Childhood

I want a lyrical text with flow, i want a song who says how i grove up, like my father was an adict and my mother and my brother was having mutch beef, and whem i was older i was starting smoking and drinking, and i met 2 friends that i can have in my hole life. and i was starting with rap
I want a rap song/lyrics
I would like to send a beat to, or i want a beat like eminem’s